Based on my own experience, these foul smelling mugus can’t knock us down if we will keep telling ourselves that they are worth nothing. We have more to be thankful and are worth in life than keep grieving of something that never existed right from the very start. It was just a bad nightmare. If you had nightmare, when you wake up, do you grieve? No, we usually just stand up and do the right thing we usually do. This is what I am doing now, trying to do the right things. I even adjust things to be even better because I try to look back and take considerations of what happened in my nightmares. Life is still worthwhile after bad nightmares. I never felt stupid from the very start, just too kind and trustful.
To all the mods and members of RS who is always there with their guiding hands who also listens to all my complaints when I am really down, the words "Thank you!" is not even enough to express how much you helped me and is still helping me with my real life issues.
To RS and all of you, keep up the good work!
Nothing wrong of being an Engr. as long as you are real. :-)