(me: To tell the truth I don´t understand you. You don´t know me. And I don´t understand what you mean that you are still in elementary and people laugh at you and say you don´t know the meaning of love. Who says that and why?)
8:56
My dear, How are you, i miss our chats seriously, however in regards to your question that i am still elementary in terms of love, yes the reason why i said that is because i know it will be hard for a lady to accept me with my health condition, I have tried to find a lady here San diego, but all my effort was abortive ..
10:42
You have your right as a lady, the decision to come out and now face one of the greatest challenges in your life that is sharing If you will agree with me, you can take a brave step, i want you to understand that it takes a good deal of preparations to be ready (this made me so angry!!! he is talking about some preparations and brave step!!!!), Even if you don't want to legally yet married with me i don't mind, all i need is your friendship, someone who can visit me whenever she want and spend days and weeks with me, I have a very confortable home which i am sure you will like (how could be sure that I would like it!!!!). All i need is your affection just to keep me going, i want to have a lady who i will remember and put a smile in my face, i want a lady whom i can share my pains and my joy with, i am not good in going for herlots, i do find joy in it, i could have done that, but my spirit will never be confortable with it, that is the major reason i am pleading with you to accept me. And in the area of being sexually active i am much active (

12:24
(me: I don´t have problems with your kidney, but you are quite scaring me, you don´t know me and you´re writing me these things. That is impossible for me to go somewhere for days and weeks, I have a job... (I wrote him a long message why that´s all impossible what he wrote)
13:49
My dear, honestly i understand all you have said, and i know there may be a thousand reasons why you will reject my proposal, i will feel rejected if you do, Please even if you do not love me, just pretend as if you do; and go alone with me, till we meet in person, Am sure you will see reasons to admire most qualities in me when you see me in person .. However i understand the nature of your profession, I humbly voltar myself to visit you in your city, I will be going on vacation from next month after an upcoming contract that i am awaiting. I shall fix a date and inform you to enable us make further plans ahead? (I thought: Is he „deaf“??? I don´t have time for some foreigner, I don´t have time for travelling, I don´t want to raise his children... But he still wants to meet me...)
19:01
(me: You want me to pretend that I love you? Why? I don´t understand this.)
My dear, you need to to pretend that you love me ok, all i am saying in effect is that you should give me a chance, I strongly believe that we will have reasons to admire me (

for I strongly believe that our differences of habit and culture and personlity are nothing at all if our aims are identical and our hearts are open.
(I left it without answer.)