my letter to you! I just sent a report to Moscow, which I told you
about in the last letter. The director of our branch constantly rushed
me, and it a little disturbed me. I understand it because it was an
important report, but that is why I could not afford to make any
mistake, and I had to check everything several times. I'm sure I did
it right, but I'm still a little worried!)) Now you need to wait until
the answer comes from Moscow! It is possible that after that I can get
my legal day off and go to the village! I will ask our director about
this! xxxxxx, tell me now how is your day today? Are you all right? What
did you do yesterday? As for me, yesterday after work I went to the
gym! I will send you a photo from the gym in this letter, but these
are not the latest photos. If you remember, now I do not have a
smartphone. But now you know where and how I try to keep myself in
shape. Usually, after a 12-hour working day, I’m tired and I don’t
always have the strength to train well! But yesterday I didn’t even
feel tired! I did all the exercises very well, and my friend Ekaterina
even asked me if I really worked all day yesterday or rested, so I'm
full of energy!)) I did not begin to tell her my secret, although the
secret was very simple - the whole thing is in you! Darling, let me
explain what I mean. Every day I began to notice that I think more and
more about you. I wake up in the morning, cook breakfast for myself
and think about what you ate this morning? What is the weather like
outside your window?? What dreams did you see today?? I'm going to
work in the morning and thinking about what you have planned for
today. I try to imagine how we could have breakfast together and talk
about our plans for the whole day! I come to work and wait for the
number of customers to become less in order to be able to read your
letter and write you the answer! I come back after work and look at
the couples that walk the streets of my city. I even begin to envy
them, because they have the opportunity to go somewhere together! For
example, go to a cafe, take a walk in the park or watch a movie in a
movie theater! I feel sad when I imagine that soon I will come home, I
will open my door with my key and only silence will meet me... I know
that I will again prepare dinner for me alone, I will again watch TV
or read alone a book! When I write to you about this, I recall the
lines from Ray Bradberry’s book “Dandelion Wine”, when one woman talks
about being alone: “I visited Paris, Vienna, London - and everywhere
alone, and it turned out: being alone in Paris is no better than in
Greentown, Illinois. Anyway where - it’s important that you are
alone." Of course, I was neither in Paris, nor in Vienna, nor in
London, and not even in any other country except Russia, but in my
heart I completely agree with this woman! If we cannot share our
journey, our emotions, our most delicious dinner with anyone, then all
this loses its color! I think that not a single person in this world
can enjoy the sunset alone for several days in a row! When an artist
takes a brush and begins to paint a sunset, he does this in order to
share this beauty with other people! When a poet feels unrequited
love, he writes poetry that will become a work of art or will forever
remain on a dusty shelf!! xxxxxx, but enough about that, because I feel
the tears begin to come to my eyes!! I don’t want you to think that I
am too sentimental, but you still need to understand that I am a
woman, and I can sometimes cry when I watch sad films! I think a man
sometimes do this too? Darling, which movie or which book made you
feel sad if not to cry? For example, I cried many times when I watched
the movie "Titanic" or "Hachiko"!! xxxxxx, I apologize that I began to
philosophize a bit in this letter of mine! Perhaps this comes from the
fact that I feel how our relationship is growing, we are becoming
closer mentally, but still too far physically! I want to believe that
one day the thousands of kilometers that separate us will turn into
the distance of one kiss, and we will be able to get real pleasure
from the fact that we are together. I will not hide from you that I
also often think about this, especially when I go to bed, and thoughts
of us as a couple warm me on cold lonely nights. My dearest, please
forgive me, but on this note I have to finish the letter, because one
of my colleagues asks me for help. Everything seems to be that she can
not cope with the questions of customers without me, and I must run to
her to help! I understand that today I am again a little distracted
from the topic and from the question of why I trained so well, I
turned to the topic of loneliness. But I'm sure that you understood
me, that I trained well and was full of strength because you became my
motivation! I used to want to look good for myself, but now I want to
keep my shape in order to please you! I hope your day will be full of
happiness and success! Talk to you soon! Your Olga
Received: from [10.200.255.2] ([45.84.1.245])
Date: Fri, 7 Feb 2020 20:14:10 +0300
From: ptichka.olga.mur@gmail.com
Ivan Neculiti
str. Nicolae Dimo, 23/3, ap.(of.) 32
MD-2000
or.Chisinau
REPUBLIC OF MOLDOVA
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