..... with new Emailaddress
Hello my dear xxxxx!!! Finally, I can breathe calmly and start writing
my letter to you! I just sent a report to Moscow, which I told you
about in the last letter. The director of our branch constantly rushed
me and it a little disturbed me. I understand her because it was an
important report, but that is why I couldn’t afford to make any
mistake, and I had to check everything several times. I'm sure I did
it right, but I'm still a little worried! )) Now you need to wait
until the answer comes from Moscow! It is possible that after that I
can get my legal day off and go to the village! I will ask our
director about this! Marc, tell me now how is your day today? Are you
all right?? What did you do yesterday? As for me, yesterday after work
I went to the gym! Usually after a 12-hour working day I am tired and
I don’t always have the strength to train well! But yesterday I didn’t
even feel tired! I did all the exercises very well, and my friend
Ekaterina even asked me if I really worked all day yesterday or
rested, so I'm full of energy!)) I did not begin to tell her my
secret, although the secret was very simple - the whole thing is in
you!!! Darling, let me explain what I mean. Every day I began to
notice that I think more and more about you. I wake up in the morning,
cook breakfast for myself and think about what you ate this morning?
What is the weather like outside your window?? What dreams did you see
today?? I'm going to work in the morning and thinking about what you
have planned for today. I try to imagine how we could have breakfast
together and talk about our plans for the whole day! I come to work
and wait for the number of customers to become less in order to be
able to read your letter and write you the answer! I come back after
work and look at the couples that walk the streets of my city. I even
begin to envy them, because they have the opportunity to go somewhere
together! For example, go to a cafe, take a walk in the park or watch
a movie in a movie theater! I feel sad when I imagine that soon I will
get home, open my door with my key and only silence will meet me ....
I know that I will again cook dinner for me alone, I will watch TV
again alone or read a book! When I write to you about this, I recall
the lines from Ray Bradberry’s book “Dandelion Wine”, when one woman
talks about being alone: “I visited Paris, Vienna, London - and
everywhere alone, and it turned out: being alone in Paris is no better
than in Greentown, Illinois. Anyway , where - it’s important that you
are alone." Of course, I not was in Paris, not in Vienna, not in
London, and not even in any other country except Russia, but in my
heart I completely agree with this woman! If we cannot share our
journey, our emotions, our most delicious dinner with anyone, then all
this loses its color! I think that no one in this world can admire the
sunset alone for several days in a row! When an artist takes a brush
and begins to paint a sunset, he does this in order to share this
beauty with other people! When a poet feels unrequited love, he writes
poetry that will become a work of art or will forever remain on a
dusty shelf!! xxxxxx, but enough about that, because I feel the tears
begin to come to my eyes!! I don’t want you to think that I am too
sentimental, but you still need to understand that I am a woman, and I
can sometimes cry when I watch sad films!! I think a man sometimes do
this too? Darling, which movie or which book made you feel sad if not
to cry?? For example, I cried many times when I watched the movie
"Titanic", "Hachiko" or the movie "Me Before You"!! I even found a
photo when I went to the movie "Me Before You"!) xxxxxx, I apologize
that I began to philosophize a bit in this letter of mine! Perhaps
this comes from the fact that I feel how our relationship is growing,
we are getting closer mentally, but still too far physical! I want to
believe that one day the thousands of kilometers that separate us will
turn into the distance of one kiss, and we will be able to get real
pleasure from the fact that we are together. I will not hide from you
that I also often think about this, especially when I go to bed, and
thoughts of us as a couple warm me on cold lonely nights. But it’s
important to understand that for me the decision to meet is a very
important step, and before I take this step, I must be completely sure
that this time has come! My dearest, please forgive me, but on this
note I have to finish the letter, because one of my colleagues asks me
for help. Everything seems to be that she can not cope with the
questions of customers without me, and I must run to her to help! I
understand that today I am again a little distracted from the topic
and from the question of why I trained so well, I turned to the topic
of loneliness. But I'm sure that you understood me, that I trained
well and was full of strength because you became my motivation! I used
to want to look good for myself, but now I want to keep my shape in
order to please you!! I hope your day will be full of happiness and
success! Talk to you soon! Your Aleksandra
Received: from [10.18.0.12] ([185.242.6.2])
Date: Mon, 15 Nov 2021 20:54:31 +0300
From: From:
aleksandra.angelocheek@gmail.com
M247-LTD-Prague
M247 LTD Prague Infrastructure
GLOBALAXS PRAGUE NOC
M247 - Prague Network Management Centre
Tiskarska 10
11000, Prague - Czech Republic
IMG-20180707-181203.jpg
IMG-20180820-121529.jpg
IMG-20180820-150129.jpg