Hello xxxxxx! Thank you for your new email!!! I am glad that our
communication continues, and I can see your emails when I have a break
at work!! Thank you for showing me that you are interested in our
communication. I really appreciate it! Yes, I understand your words
that you have never been married and have not been in any relationship
for more than ten years. I am very sorry that your woman cheated on
you three weeks before the wedding . I am very sorry that you have had
to meet live girls in your life. I understand your words that you
caught her in bed with a neighbor . I'm really sorry that your father
died a few years ago, I'm sorry . And yet I am glad that you have two
brothers and one sister, as well as your mother . And how do you
understand that you have a goldfish ? I want to note that I love dogs
and cats very much . So, in my previous letter, I promised you to
write more about my family. I only managed to write that I have a
mother and a sister. My sister is a very beautiful woman. She is a
good girl, always manages everything, takes care of herself, plays
sports, works. As you already know, I do not have children, now at my
age I need to find a second half, I do not know if I will have
children, for me the main thing is to arrange my life, as the years go
quickly =) I'm tired of living alone. My sister is married and has a
child. She has a son growing up. Her son is 5 years old. My sister
named her son Nikolay. Nikolay, growing up very fast, he's a smart
boy. I'm glad my sister got lucky. My sister has a strong and happy
family. She and her husband live in the village with my mother. I
don't have a father. My father left our family, he went to live with
another woman. My mother then did not start relationships with other
men and gave all of herself to raise me and my sister. My mother
taught us to be independent. She worked very hard, while agriculture
was developing rapidly. Many people worked on the farm, my mother is
no exception.
She worked as a milkmaid in the mornings and evenings.
Every morning my mother got up at 4 am and went to the farm to milk
the cows. At that time, all the work was done manually. The cows were
milked twice a day, and after milking they went to the warehouse where
they had to unload grain, potatoes, and many other agricultural
products. That's why my mom often disappears at work. We grew up
independent. Then I realized that I was responsible for raising my
little sister. These have been difficult times, but I appreciate this
time and I will never forget it. So my sister treats me very well and
appreciates me! After work, my mother would come home tired, and she
would read us various books and fairy tales. And when we went to bed,
my mother would clean the house and make us food for the morning, wash
our clothes. I still don't understand when my mother had time to
sleep!) I really appreciate my mom's care. I saw it all, and I knew
that it was very difficult for my mother. So my sister and I learned
how to do house cleaning, how to cook. In addition, we kept chickens,
geese, cows, and pigs. It takes a lot of effort to maintain all this.
It was a mini farm. Everyone kept such a farm in the village, and now
many people give up farming and go to the big cities. My sister and I
fed our Pets and birds every morning before school, and cleaned up the
manure after them. Then we had Breakfast and went to school. After
school, my sister and I often went for a walk to the river, we played
with our peers. And in the evening we were again waiting for work, my
younger sister and I were watering cucumbers, tomatoes, and cabbage in
the garden. After that, we sat down and learned our lessons. And so it
was repeated every day. Do you have any idea how difficult it was?)
There was less work in the winter. Now my mother and my sister live in
the village with her husband and child. And I decided to move on, and
after finishing the 11th grade of school, I entered the University.
There was only a school in our village. I had to go to the city to go
to University. I liked life in the city, of course it was not easy. I
studied and got a job at the same time. I didn't want to hang around
my mom's neck because I understood that she worked very hard for a
small salary. Now my mother is retired, and is engaged in gardening
and Pets. After studying at the University, I went to work in a cafe,
I washed dishes.Over time, I met a man. We dated for two years, and
then my ex-husband proposed to me. Almost 7 years I spent on my
ex-husband, and he took and left me. I don't understand the men of our
country. A lot of men drink themselves into unconsciousness. My
ex-husband was no exception, and he often drank strong alcohol on
weekends, and after work he could drink 0.5 or a liter of beer. Of
course, this all led to quarrels and disagreements. For years, all
this accumulated inside us, and my husband left for another woman. To
be honest, I was already ready to break up with him, too, because I
wasn't happy around him. It's been a little less than a year since I
divorced my ex-husband. Time has passed, and I think that stop being
sad and the past time should be left behind! I also deserve happiness
and love, and that's why I decided to make international
acquaintances. Personally, I don't want to suffer from the man I love.
I want a happy relationship where a man and a woman respect and
appreciate each other. I want my man and I to please each other in
everything. It's so nice when a man can just give flowers to his
beloved woman. And a woman can have a romantic dinner for no reason.
Do you agree with me?? I think that happiness is in small things. I
Wake up in the morning and go to the window first thing. I pull back
the curtains and let the light into my apartment. I am glad of this
sunbeam, which bounces off the mirror and jumps on my pillow. Then I
go to this very mirror, look at my reflection and smile at myself!! I
say to myself out loud: "Good morning, Nataliia!!!"No, no, I'm not
mad.))) Of course, I live alone in my apartment, and I miss having a
loving man around, but I'm not crazy. xxxxxxx, if this is not difficult
for you, then please try to start your morning by wishing you a good
day and smiling at your reflection. You will see that your day will be
more enjoyable than ever. This is a very simple secret to make
yourself happier. My mother taught me this from childhood. As I said,
my mother didn't have a simple life, but she always smiled. She never
gave up and taught me to look at life positively!! xxxxxxx, now I have
to apologize because unfortunately I can't continue my story about my
family right now. My break is over and I need to work! This
conversation can go on for a very long time, and I will try to tell
you a little more about my family in my next letters. I'm sorry to
rush to finish this letter. I want to wish you a good day and good
mood today! Thank you for your letter.Take care,Nataliia
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