I can't jump out of my pants. I tell you one more time that
I tried to call you but it didn't work out. But this is not my fault.
In Russia everything is wrong. And what is normal in other countries,
is not good here always. I will be not able to call you.
I almost don't have money to stay in Moscow. And soon this money
will be over too. And I will have no other choice just to go back
to my city. I already wrote to you – Such a pity as I will not use
my visa. I have spent so much money and forces to get it.
And it is so offensive to go back when only one step is left.
I told you many times that I needed money just to cross the board
That is it! When I come to you, I will immediately give you the money
You will not loose anything. I need this money just to show
at the customs. As soon as you meet me at the airport, I will give
you the money back. Please, trust me. I know that you have to pay
bills. And you can't afford it to spend extra money but I will
give you it back as soon you meet me at the airport.
And if you
really want me to come, then send me this money. If you don't
then I will have to sell my ticket and go back to my city.
And everything I did was just a waist of time. Please, think on
this if you really want me to see. Everything is in your hands