Hello
Here is something about me and I know we cant get to know everything about each other in a day, as time goes on we will get to know more about ourselves and see where it will lead us to. I just want to share something little about me Am in the Middle East (Kabul) on operation with the army. Too bad isn't it? Well as long as we have life, we can still have time for ourselves in the near future, what matters is life, right? I truly believe that there are no boundaries as you seek your life companion. Maybe it's about time I tell you some stuffs about myself.
How do I set the ball rolling, As you already know I'm Alex Hawkins, I'll be 54years April 10th. I'm an auto mechanical engineer in the US army, my friends will tell you I am laid back and easy going. They will say I am fun and outgoing, as well as loving, genuine, compassionate, confident, honest, and loyal. I love to laugh and have fun. I love candle light dinners, soft music, giving cards for no reason, leaving cute notes for my beloved, caring, open, romantic, dependable, soft touched and respectful to my partner. As far as what I am looking for here is well, in any relationship I feel becoming a best friend is best start of a good relationship. To become a husband and lover to a woman should be second. This getting married should come when both people are comfortable with each other and know them pretty well and have accepted them for who they are. But to be a lover and husband there also has to be a spark between them. The spark is sharing that part in a relationship for intimacy. It's special and both husband and wife need to have that between them. There should be a want and desire to make each other happy. I want to be able to treat her like a queen and share and laugh do all the home duties together. I want her to take on her own identity. If she wants to work then I would support her in whatever she want to do if only she need my help or whatever she decides she wanted to do then I would support that. I do not want someone who thinks they have this chain and ball around their ankle. Okay that brings me to my next subject. My favorite movies are romantic movies, adventure films, war films and comedy movies eating habits: just about anything. Am always smiling and don’t easily get irritated, I don't even remember the last time I frowned, am that type of person who always try to make people laugh. I always make sure to share the little that I have with someone and also satisfied with whatever I have. My cologne I wear is Armani,Prada,Gucci and CK. I like those smells. As far as clothes, I wear casual clothing like nice shirts, pants with a nice polo, nautical or Tommy shirt and also I like wearing suits. I do like wearing jeans as well and I love to dress up for occasions. When it comes to pets, I have none but I really like animals and want to own a rottwiller when I am deployed back home.
I was once married to a beautiful woman called Juliet, we were married for 20 years and she died of cancer in the blood rendering me a widower now. Well I believe God has his own purpose for that. I had made up my mind to stay single until I die but I have realized one thing also as staying single is not such a fun thing to do because I always feel lonely and I wish I had that company of a very loving and affectionate woman. I know that they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. I go to bed with tears every night waiting to see the woman of my dreams in my life again. Every day passes by without me thinking about that special woman. I know I am not perfect, but I do have goals in my life. I take good care of myself. I am honest, sincere, and true, and I have a lot of love to give if you are willing to be on the receiving. I have found true love before and I still believe there is true love somewhere out there. I also said I don't care about looks or money; I have my own and granted they are nice things, but I am after a love that will give me a reason to breathe.
I'm the youngest for my parents for my late parent, I lost my dad when I was very young and lost my mom about 6 years ago, things were very hard for me. Before my mom's death my sister who is the oldest put herself into drug and when my mom and I tried to advice her she was mad at us and even said no one should talk about her any more and she threaten to kill or do something worst to anyone who try to talk about her life. My mom felt so bad and cos of that pain she has been feeling even lead her to death. My sister relocated to Australia and I never heard from her, miss her though and I don't know how life is treating her there but I always pray to see her once again cos she is the only sister I have and I have no brother. I'm not from a big family. My uncle got married to a French woman who is from France so he also relocated to France and I don't hear from him also but I thank God for my life, I know I will surely be happy once again.
I want a future partner in my life, someone to hold, confide in, laugh with, cry with; someone I can watch football with, go camping with, walk along the beach at night with, golf with, could she be you? I want it. We deserve it all, as do you. If you are looking for someone understanding, loving, caring and sincere then I think you shouldn't go any further with your search. The main reason why I joined the dating website even though its not safe out here to be using the internet and everything I still had a thought about dating since for a long time now I never went on a date and am about to go on retirement and want to have that special woman in my life so that when I come back on retirement I can be with till the end of the world.
I will like to end here and I will be looking forward to hear from you soon. Just feel free to ask me anything you want to know and I will tell you.
Your new friend,
Alex