Hello my dear xxxxxx!!! I understand that you work hard. But can you take 20-30 minutes
a day to write me a letter? Finally I can breathe easy and start writing my letter to
you! I just sent the report to Moscow that I told you about in my last letter. The
Director of our branch constantly hurried me and it interfered with me a little. I
understand it because it was an important report, but that's why I couldn't afford to
make any mistakes, and I had to check everything several times. I'm sure I did
everything right, but I'm still a little worried! )) Now you need to wait for a
response from Moscow! It is possible that after this I can get my legal day off and
go to the village! I'll ask our Director about it! xxxxxx, tell me now, how is your day
going today? Are you all right?? What did you do yesterday? As for me, yesterday
after work I went to the gym! Usually after a 12-hour working day, I get tired and I
don't always have the strength to train well! But yesterday I didn't even feel tired!
I did all the exercises very well, and my friend Olga even asked me if I really
worked all day yesterday or rested, so I'm full of energy!)) I did not reveal my
secret to her, although the secret was very simple - it's all about you!!! Dear, let
me explain what I mean. Every day I started to notice that I was thinking more and
more about you. I Wake up in the morning, make my own Breakfast, and think about what
you ate this morning? What's the weather like outside your window?? What dreams did
you have today?? I go to work in the morning and think about what you have planned
for today? I try to imagine how we could have Breakfast together and talk about our
plans for the whole day! I come to work and wait for the number of customers to
decrease so that I can read your letter and write you a response! I come back from
work and look at the couples walking through the streets of my city. I even begin to
envy them, because they have the opportunity to go somewhere together! For example,
go to a cafe, take a walk in the Park or watch a movie at the cinema! I get sad when
I imagine that soon I will get home, open my door with my key and only silence will
meet me... I know that I will again cook dinner for me alone, I will again be alone
watching TV or reading a book! When I write to you about this, I remember a line from
ray Bradberry's Dandelion Wine, when a woman talks about loneliness: "I've Been to
Paris, to Vienna, to London, and everywhere alone, and it turns out that being alone
in Paris is no better than being alone in Greentown, Illinois. It doesn't matter
where you are. "Of course, I have not been to Paris, Vienna, London, or even any
other country except Russia, but in my heart I completely agree with this woman! If
we can't share our journey with anyone, our emotions, our most delicious dinner, then
all this loses its colors! I think that no one in this world can watch the sunset
alone for several days in a row! When an artist takes a brush and begins to draw a
sunset, he does it in order to share this beauty with other people! When a poet feels
unrequited love, he writes poems that become a work of art or will remain forever
lying on a dusty shelf!! xxxxxx, but enough of this, because I can feel the tears
starting to come to my eyes!! I don't want you to think I'm too sentimental, but you
still have to understand that I'm a woman, and I can sometimes cry when I watch sad
movies!! I think men do this sometimes, too? Dear, what movie or book made you feel
sad, if not cry?? For example, I cried many times when I watched the movie "Titanic"
or "Hachiko"!! xxxxxx, I'm sorry that I started to get a little philosophical in this
letter of mine! I guess it comes from the fact that I feel like our relationship is
growing, we are getting closer mentally, but still too far away physically! I want to
believe that one day the thousands of kilometers that separate us will turn into the
distance of one kiss, and we will be able to get real pleasure from being together. I
won't hide from you that I often think about this too, especially when I go to bed,
and the thought of us as a couple warms me on cold, lonely nights. But it is
important to understand that for me, the decision to meet is a very important step,
and before making this step, I must be completely sure that this time has come! My
dearest, please forgive me, but on this note I must end the letter because one of my
colleagues is asking me for help. Everything seems to be that she can not cope with
the questions of customers without me, and I must run to her to help! I understand
that today I again got a little distracted from the topic and from the question of
why I trained so well, I moved on to the topic of loneliness. But I'm sure you
understood me, that I trained well and was full of energy because you became my
motivation! I used to want to look good for myself, but now I want to keep my shape
in order to please you!! I hope that your day will be full of happiness and success!
We'll talk soon! Your, Marina
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